So my dad died just over a year ago, not my first chirstmas without him. But still everything seems so different. I still expect him to knock my door to take me to his house ya'noo.
I guess everything happens for a reason, and fank gwad i still have my mum, but my dad...he was my dad...he was there for me and I'm a propper daddy's girl.
Brought Christmas tree for his grave, fake snow and balls on it. Looks so cute, it's only a small one. Oh and holly reaf.
Snow, he loved snow. I like to make the most of it tbh. It gives me amazing memories. That I just want to stay...
I'm scared that his face will fade away but I know it won't happen...
Anyway just me expressing how I am feeling, don't bother commenting if ya dont wanna lmao
Stacie xx
I'm so sorry for your loss Pixie!
ReplyDeleteMy best friend died nearly four years ago, and Christmas always feels strange for me now too. It's not a horrible feeling, certainly not good-but I do feel closer to her than I would the rest of the year if that makes sense...
Well I guess what I'm trying to say is that I hope you and your family have a wonderful Christmas, and that your spirits can be lifted by your father's memory.
Thanks autumn :)
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